好人难做

Today I feel that I will lose my job soon ... I feel like pointless to fight hard for the team ... as by end of the day, you will be the escape goat for all the decisions which made not you .. of which you just act as messenger but at the same time the victim to be blamed by both parties.... I pray hard that I could overcome with this crisis of my life ... as I have to think what should I do to sustain my life if I lost the job ... seriously I need to act now for backup plan before the thing hit me